I'M LATE FOR WORK, PERO BLOG PARIN!
today i decided that i wanna be late for work. why? i've been going to work on time, or at least, a minute late, but there's no one in the production whenever i get there. Usually, there's only Ate Cherry the receptionist, Mang Rey and Mang Junnie the maintenance staff... and me. so i guess it's pointless even if i get there on time coz the people i need to get things going aren't there.
Last Wednesday night, i went out with patt, betty and teeds. in our serious part of our conversations regarding career. i learned from them the importance of enjoying work. betty has batchmates who are now doing well in life, but she has no reason to envy them coz she's certain that she will never stay in those kind of job, like the one in ibm. she's in search for what she would really enjoy doing.
so am i. i can't seem to find that fulfilling job. i used to love my job. but not amymore, when i feel that everything seems to be a hindrance in getting things done. i have to admit that i'm a control freak. it's very difficult for me right now to just let things be... submissions and responses to correspondece and rfa's are always delayed due to this government system prevailing where people cannot feel for the need of the other team members... i've also been job of other people just to get my documents released as early as possible. i hate it! but for some weird reason, i cannot just quit my job. i dunno what it is.
i might not be able to last long in this job. i wanna take the board exams as soon as possible so i can do whatever i want after. hopefully, i can join my niece and nephew in xiamen. i wanna try living in another country temporarily so i'll learn to appreciate home.
and of course, there are more things to look forward to this coming february.
Last Wednesday night, i went out with patt, betty and teeds. in our serious part of our conversations regarding career. i learned from them the importance of enjoying work. betty has batchmates who are now doing well in life, but she has no reason to envy them coz she's certain that she will never stay in those kind of job, like the one in ibm. she's in search for what she would really enjoy doing.
so am i. i can't seem to find that fulfilling job. i used to love my job. but not amymore, when i feel that everything seems to be a hindrance in getting things done. i have to admit that i'm a control freak. it's very difficult for me right now to just let things be... submissions and responses to correspondece and rfa's are always delayed due to this government system prevailing where people cannot feel for the need of the other team members... i've also been job of other people just to get my documents released as early as possible. i hate it! but for some weird reason, i cannot just quit my job. i dunno what it is.
i might not be able to last long in this job. i wanna take the board exams as soon as possible so i can do whatever i want after. hopefully, i can join my niece and nephew in xiamen. i wanna try living in another country temporarily so i'll learn to appreciate home.
and of course, there are more things to look forward to this coming february.
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