Ms. Popular
It's almost 5.5 months since the last time I worked in an office and started living like a student once again.
When I started attending classes regularly, I realized na mas high school ang feel sa JPT as compared to Cdep. It seems that people really know each other or at least, they try to interact with the people around them. Unlike sa Cdep, parang galit-galit mga tao in our class. I guess that's not the case for Mumty's class.
So I have to learn to be sociable, although I prefer to stick in my small comfy group with Sheila and Gino (Mumty's officemates). It was only last week when I realized that a lot of people in the class knows me as...
1.) Jang gyung no.1 as introduced by that lousy old #$$^%&*. Yp, there's Jang gyung no.2
2.) As their topnotcher *DAW*. Though some of them did not attend the UAPGA seminar, mabilis kumalat ang chismis. Yuck no... never nga ako nag top sa pre-board ng JPT ever.
Since last week, dun ko na feel na a lot of people are talking to me, eh hello, di ko naman sila kilala. They don't know me by name tapos tatawagin nalang akong Jang Gyung or they will tell me na... di ba ikaw yung top notcher namin? Meron pang makulit na nagtatanong ng study techniques... eh wala naman ako nun. 2log lang ako ng 2log pag ayoko na mag-aral. I just feel uncomfortable knowing that they knew me and I don't know them. I remembered when I was still in college, I told my mom not to buy me bright colored or printed shirts coz I don't wanna be noticed. I just wanna blend in the crowd. I hate being Ms. Popular.
When I started attending classes regularly, I realized na mas high school ang feel sa JPT as compared to Cdep. It seems that people really know each other or at least, they try to interact with the people around them. Unlike sa Cdep, parang galit-galit mga tao in our class. I guess that's not the case for Mumty's class.
So I have to learn to be sociable, although I prefer to stick in my small comfy group with Sheila and Gino (Mumty's officemates). It was only last week when I realized that a lot of people in the class knows me as...
1.) Jang gyung no.1 as introduced by that lousy old #$$^%&*. Yp, there's Jang gyung no.2
2.) As their topnotcher *DAW*. Though some of them did not attend the UAPGA seminar, mabilis kumalat ang chismis. Yuck no... never nga ako nag top sa pre-board ng JPT ever.
Since last week, dun ko na feel na a lot of people are talking to me, eh hello, di ko naman sila kilala. They don't know me by name tapos tatawagin nalang akong Jang Gyung or they will tell me na... di ba ikaw yung top notcher namin? Meron pang makulit na nagtatanong ng study techniques... eh wala naman ako nun. 2log lang ako ng 2log pag ayoko na mag-aral. I just feel uncomfortable knowing that they knew me and I don't know them. I remembered when I was still in college, I told my mom not to buy me bright colored or printed shirts coz I don't wanna be noticed. I just wanna blend in the crowd. I hate being Ms. Popular.
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